PISSED!!!

Damned...

I'm pissing right now. A certain person thinks that me and my decision only troubling her with no important matter. Hell, I did't asked her to do something outside her area of duty. If she already has a policy just stick with it and I'll deal with the rest.

But...NOOOOOOO.....she had to say beforehand that she will not do nothing about it and judge me that I haven't coordinate with her first for my policy. Well, if she already has policy then I expect her to stick with it and I'll stick with mine. If she wouldn't do anything about it then don't questioning mine. I hate that. Who do you think you are, are you helping me in my tasks?

Second thought, it is a good chance for me to get out from this job. Never like it anyway.

Justified Prosperity For A Nation

Prosperity is one big idea for each member of the society. From the richest to the poorest must have had even one smallest dream about this. Prosperity to all of the society is even a bigger dream. When all of the people has reach a certain degree of prosperity then all the social disease will be vanished. This idea is understandable, but how to reach it, that's the real question.

There were thoughts that it is natural that prosperity does not fall on all the people, because prosperity is something that you earned. But, do you realize that capability of each person is different, not to mention that the courage to stand you ground and fighting spirit are not something that everyone has.

You cannot deny that prosperity for all people will reduce problems within the society. Poverty has became a major problem in many nations in the world. Because of poverty the number of criminality has risen up gradually in every nation with poverty issue. If you put the burden on the government shoulder then I guess it will be very hard for a nation to reach the justified prosperity. Justified prosperity can only be achieved with the awareness of each member of the nation. All of us: government, businessmen, students, academist, professionals, even mothers. We must aware that effort to reach the goal does not come from the upper class alone but the lower class must support with education, fighting spirit and nationality. The upper class can contribute in the form of facilitating the lower class to improve their capability. And the government, cleansed from corruption and nepotism, will help in facilitating the upper class to gain more freedom in expanding their business therefore the lower class attached to the upper class will also enjoying this uplifting condition.

Well, this is just a thought of mine. It's kinda sad watching this beloved country going nowhere.

AMAZING

One thing that I've always noticed about World Cup is the strength of men. It amazed me on how they pushed themselves to the very edge of their power to gain the best outcome. Sometimes they succeed sometimes not, but for me both ways they win. Especially if the men has showed the spirit to the end of the game, and if they have worked very hard to be the champion of the game , it seems that they get double satisfaction.

Watching the game had helped me to keep my mind on track which is to be useful and be creative in every moment without give in to my weakness. Laziness has always become my big problem, it always come to me whenever my life starting to become dull. If I kept my mind working all the time then there is no time to get lazy, but if there is a spare time which is I have no idea what to do with, then I'll become lazy.

So, the best thing is to get something to do whenever I already have a little spare time, but sometimes I dont know what to do in those little spare time. Ha! Next step is to list every small chores that I can do in a small amount of free time, and I can only list a few right now, here they are:
- reading a book (sometimes it's boring)
- reading online article (this is actually interesting except that I have to be in front of a PC)
- writing (this is sometimes fun, like writing in this blog)
- and that's all I could think about for now.....

Sometimes I feel like I haven't push myself toward the edge of my boundaries. I never knew my limit, and it is a challenge to find out how far is my limit. I've got to work on my laziness first then I could try to find out my limit. I envy those men in uniform chasing a ball with strength and spirit, gaming once in a week without any slack in every day training, compete in every game with a new improved skill in each game. And in the end they become big and left a mark in the world history in their young age. Compared to them, I am a loser, well yeah I am.
In my age right now, I still haven't got any achievement that can make the world better which is my dream from long ago.

Perhaps I should make this as my new resolution of the year. Become big and change the world. Ha ha ha...let's us see then.

Here comes the games of the universe

Yiiiipppppeeeeeeeeeeeee.............world cup is coming......many games....many heroes....many strategies.....love it so much