WHAT DAY IS TODAY????

Hahaha(laughing with wrinkles on my eyebrows) ......today is Friday but it feels like Monday.....too many things to do in this short day especially tommorow is weekend.....ghaaaaa.......I already lost many pitfull sleeps in these last weeks....even in my sleep, my mind seems running along with all the thoughts of my work.....until it's done I think I won't get my decent sleep.....

Buuuuuuuuut...........after this work done there will be two more jobs waiting in line and both are a grand job.......university level of ultimate student competition and the worse is couple works on student admission with its preliminary programs........

Perhaps after all of this, I will take a break and take some free time to travel....Bali would be nice to visit after a long time since my last visit.......

Until then.....hard work......

MY FUTURE HOME

My future home, located at a lovely beach with underwater interior design.

Hopefully.....it's a heaven resemblance....I'll have to earn enough money to live in such beautiful place.....still a long way to go.

Dear Lord in Heaven please hear my prayer and make my dream come true.........

WHAT'S IN A MAN'S MIND

I found what's in a man's or woman's mind is fascinating......coz I like to predict on how he/she'll behave the next moment.....somehow u'll never guess how he/she react on something.....from good to evil, from honesty to hypocrisy, from truth to lies........and every one is differ to others......abolutely no similarity........If the person I observed is not in my clique than it will be fun to watch but the trouble is when that person is close to me........gaaahhh that'll become a problem....I know their mind but I can predict how'll they react.....good or bad???? I have to control my gesture and my words......it's hard to do that all the time, so sometimes I just do whatever I like and say whatever in my minds............so I hurt lot of people because of it, well.....if I have to behave and talk with extreme control, I believe I would go mad.....but maybe not, maybe I should push my self harder in controlling my self.........that's the biggest problem for me "controlling my self"....I should find an effective method for this otherwise my nerve will getting thin every time I try to curb my emotion..........

BUSY....DIZZY........

Fuiiiiiihhhhhhh......so many things to do today but it made me confuse in prioritizing........first thing I did before office was asking the bank for a new debit card since I lost my old one, after that office was taking all my attention especially the ultimate student contest.......hell....I'm doing the paper work for donation and sponsorhip.....I really hope it ends soon......I dislike the activity......and after this there will come the most busy month with the coming of the new students.......yeahhhhh that's hell alright.....and my partner in crime will leave me alone for higher education.......but that's nice for him for he will get married and degree for a short time.....wish him success....

And for me.......GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH.....................

BOOORRREEEEDDD..............

GOD, I feel so bored lately.......my work seems monotonous, static, nothing's new and without any number to add into my fucking bank account......Gosh...I want to be rich, so I wouldn't have to worry about living while I'm doing interesting things in my life....................Coz I have a dream of travelling the world before I die....fiiiuuuuhhh such a prize for a dream of a girl......For that I have to make more money, I've been thinking of making a new business, and my preference goes to event organizer company, becoz I like doing that kind of stuff and I do believe I can do it. Now, I just have to make enough money for starting the business......

In a year I hope I already start the business.......Hard work YEAHHHH...