A Wolf Cry

A howl from the wolf in the silent night
Embracing the leaves in sadness
A calling for help, a cry for answer
A vow of bonds that got broken

In the middle of starlights
With the weeping of the wind
A solitude that come within
Without whisper to heal the wounds

Moon and stars, shining so bright
Bring the light, bring the warmth
In the serenity of the night
Drown in the tranquility of the darkness

(July 30, 2006)

The Mangas I Love

Here are some mangas that I love the most:
1. Natane (the title in Japanese is Niji Iro Togarashi) by Mitsuru Adachi (love all of his works)
2. Rough (it hasn't release in Indonesia but already have some its scanlations) by Adachi
3. Bleach by Kubo Tito (great work, love the humor in this manga)
4. Samurai Deeper Kyo by Kamijyo Akimine (also love the humor, great characters & story line)
5. Kocchi Muite Miiko by Ono Eriko (cute characters and romantic love story)
6. All Kyoko Hikawa's works: Chizumi & Fujiomi, Miriam and From Far Away, etc.

Why I love Mitsuru Adachi?

I love all Mitsuru Adachi's works. All of his works is very good, although the drawing of the characters are very similar in all his manga. I recognize 7 similar drawings: the girl (usually the leading role whether there are one or two leading role), the boy (shinichi, yamato, tatsuya, kunimi, takasugi), the fat boy (usually plays the role of bestfriend), the good looking boy (usually become the love rival of the leading role boy), the dog/cat (either it's a dog or a cat, the pet usually has the same face), the dad (it's very rare that Adachi would draw a fat dad, the dads in his work usually have a very nice figure), the other boy (usually play as the bad, usually has a high cheekbones and glinting eyes).

Another reason why I love Adachi is his love story that usually hidden under the words and gesture of the characters in his works. I haven't found the word 'love' spoken between the characters that were in love. He is the master in arranging romantic situation in his manga without have to spell the word of love or dramatize it in the way of chick manga does. He also capable in building up the culminating point of the story line without losing any chain of the frames.

But, I admit that very few can understand the Adachi's works. Once, a friend of mine got curious watching me laughing while reading one of Adachi's works, and she borrowed the manga. After she read the manga, she returned it and said that she didn't find anything funny in the manga, and wondered what makes me laugh at the time she saw me. I tried to explain it to her about the funny part, but she still can't grab it.

Anyway, I still love Adachi the most compared to other. But I'm very sorry that not all Adachi's works were release in Indonesia.

Hmmmm...confused between two choices

Which one I like the most? This is a trivia quiz for those who know me, let me know okay?
There will be a prize for the right answer, I haven't thought about it but i'll let you know.

Whoaaaaaa....my poor brain

A research once said that human brain used in maximum 1% from the whole capacity of the brain itself. Is it true? Who knows. But, one thing I'm sure of that right now I'm going for that 1%......I felt wrecked inside my head, if in one day you have to racked your brain into maybe 20 different ways, it's hurt alright.....but hey, I'm still alive.

Geez.....I'd like to bang my head to the wall right now if I didn't know that the result is becoming senile. I don't want to complain too much actually, but if I could buy a BMW that worth this headache then maybe I wouldn't complain so much ^_^

I should think more seriously about getting a vacation after all this....but hey can't do that coz I will have a busy semester after this suppose-to-be-vacation-months.

Damn...damn....damn....Baliiiii......beaches.....byebye......

BRAIN vs. WISDOM

I had another experience yesterday. Another senior came to me and threw his rage over my face and in addtition to that was my failure to identify him as my senior (hey was it my fault if I'm never taken his class in my study in lawschool, is it very important to recognize his damned face? Damn). Okaaayyyyy.....he is my senior (although never met him before), but his behavior doesn't reflect his 60 years living in this world.

I'm trying to get wisdom here (as if it lying on the street or something....) but he with all of his ages seemed doesn't accomplish a single thing. I'll bet he is a brat in his youth. Damn all brat especially the rich brat, another damn goes to the street brat.

Geez..... anyway today I had fun with my eyes, this one guy had a presentation for his mini thesis and he is very cute, makes I'm wondering on how happy God must be when creating him. Pfffffttt.........

My Funny Friend

I have this friend of mine, who's funny as a clown, can't stop laughing when I'm hang out with him. Hilarious, caring and gentleman. All the qualities I admire from a man. He is a very dear friend of mine, but it's been many years since my last meeting. When I'm calling to meet him, either I'm busy or he's busy, and I'm sorry for that. I remember when we're in some activities together, how we shared our feelings, how we had our fun, how we worked our difficulties in the tasks.

Ohhhhh....I miss u my friend and I keep reading your bulletins in Friendster, and those were very funny. I'm wishing for the very best for you (wishing u have girlfriend that will become your wife and wishing the girl loving you so much that will make you a very happy man).....muuuuaaaaccchhhh

Love Lyric

I only wanna be the man
to give you everything I can
every day and every night
love you for all my life.
I don't wanna change the world
as long as you're my girl
it's more than enough,
just to be the man you love.

This lyric is my favorite song right now, if only I could have a man like this......ahhhh...where are you dear, I'm wishing the moment when we'll meet.

BITTERNESS AND REVENGE

I have the bitterness feeling for this one person, nevermind the cause coz I won't tell. And I never have any idea of revenge in my mind. After the bitterness occurred we never met anymore, either I'm avoiding that person or the otherwise around.

But now, that person contacted me yesterday asking for a meeting. The bitterness rising up again in my throat. I had the urge to get even. But still the urge is not increasing each time I think about it. I rather avoiding that person, dislikes the very idea of meeting the person. Coz we would think back of the past leave behind us. Perhaps that person will appoligize but still who knows?

Another point is I never want to experience the discomfort and the sadness that came a long with our relationship. Yeah, person does change, but how do I know that the person would, I won't till I meet that person. I wouldn't risking my chances here. let bygone be bygone, and we will go through different pathways, we shall never meet again, we shall never have any relationship whatsoever. That's it, enough is enough.